Paging Mr. Herman....Mr. P.W. Herman...

I have gotten so upset on a few occasions that I actually felt nauseous, so it's not SO farfetched. Then again, if it comes up more than about once (and it sounds like it did), it probably is correct to interpret it as "please don't break, fragile doll". :/

It sucks that you got played like that, but hopefully you can connect with some of the "good leaders" and get things accomplished in the second half. Keep yer chins up!